It's been over half a year since I posted. Much has occured.

I have had my heart ripped out and stomped on by someone who I thought loved me...and that heart was mended by someone who I believe truely does.

Protip: Never call your ex and tell them you just lost your virginity to the new scumbucket boyfriend. That's wrong on so many levels.

However, that's over now. Forgive and forget, so forgiven and forgotten. Well mostly. Those types of injuries take a loooong time or a new perspective to heal fully.

The second biggest change in my life is also the biggest physically. I moved. I outlasted my father long enough so that I could get my own place. I graduated from LSCC back in May with an AA, and now I'm attending classes at UCF. Boo-to-the-yah. It won't be long before I outlast him in life too, and I take all his wealth and power and do something good with it.
The funny thing is...I feel so peaceful living by myself. It's perfect for me. I don't get homesick, I don't feel alone...my own presence fills this place, along with another's...actually quite a few spirits frequent this apartment. I don't mean ghosts, I mean the aura people leave. Some of it is melynda's, a little bit of it are past tenants and neighbors...but most of it is my own presence. It's good. I can amuse myself and there's more than enough to keep me busy. I don't go stir crazy either.
I feel so free. I feel like the world is at my fingertips.
You know what? It is.

For the first time in my life, in regards to my dwelling place...I feel satisfied. Now it's time to evolve, and get on with round two. Alexander versus student competition/slings and arrows of misfortune!